The Art of Denial

I don’t know when I came out of denial. But I know that denial was the crippling justification of any existence. The sheer concept of disregarding the truth or negation of logic as Webster so elegantly puts it. I wonder. I wonder why the reflection of our demons is hard to face. The trivial energy…

introspection

And it stares me down, piercing my soul like fire from the breath of a dragon. Intimidated by the look of deceit that is standing upon me. All this time it had appeared otherworldly. Yet, present in the current realm I exist in. I thought it was uplifting me to a higher existence to a…

Be Silent 

I recently read a quote that said,  “If you can’t be positive then be quiet.” This stuck with me for a moment and that moment turned into day 2 and I found myself still thinking about that quote.  Now, it’s day 3 and as I sit here waiting for my coffee to finish steeping the…

Mental Cage

Trapped inside an internal abyss. I sit, desolate in my thoughts.  My mind says here I am. My heart screams here I am. Each voice competes to be heard. Yet, I cannot hear a thing but ……

just. A. moment 

   There are times we just need a moment of solitude and in that moment you will reconnect to yourself.

Which Way

Have you ever found yourself in a predicament where you didn’t know how to feel? It’s like two people or thoughts in this case pulling each arm in a different direction.  Happy, sad. Laughing, crying. Understanding, oblivious. Forgiving, revengeful. Which is the correct route on this journey? Who knows. The thing is, there is no…

Blink 

Blink once. Everything is a blur. Blink twice. Everything is vivid. Blink three times. Everything is everything. Photo Cred: imgkid.com 

Being EverydayGay – Reflection

   I find peace in the little things- like sitting by the marina, enjoying the  sunshine as people pass me by and I begin to read their stories or holding hands and smiling as one while the clouds paint pictures across the sky. I’ve truly been in tune with myself lately. Today, marks around one…

I Wonder…

Photo Credit: Wikimedia Commons   Sometimes I wonder. I wonder what the weather will be. I wonder if I’ll be able to maintain my patience while traveling on the Subway every evening with a bunch of people who seem more like starving hyenas. Then there’s those times my moments of wonder translate into a deeper…